Author’s Note: This is a true account of some extraordinary experiences I had in the summer of 2005 and January 2006, when I first encountered the Eu = 0 = Paradise formula (Fourth Law). I first wrote the story down in 2014 (originally in Norwegian) as a precaution, in case the underlying theory gained traction in the future. This newest Medium version is simply a translated and more readable edition; the core events remain unchanged. In 2024, my Approach Theory proposes that the “paradise women” I met in this story were likely the first deliberate contact from advanced Fermi life-forms, extraterrestrial intelligences we’ve long wondered about. These same life-forms, according to the theory, may be responsible for the unusual signals from ‘Oumuamua and the comet 3I/ATLAS in the 2024 article. The theory suggests their approach to Earth began after they detected a 2005 signal from here indicating successful zero-risk strategies (linked to the voice episode in the story).Following the 3I/ATLAS event, I — but that this did not make sense in 2006 or in 2014). I have reviewed the story one final time (January 2026), removing anything I wasn’t completely certain about in the story and digged into my memory to add details I still remember. The only issue has been ensuring accurate time spans, whether it was 40 or 60 hours, and so on. I assure you: I’ve never altered the original story from the library and the next 40–60 hours, nor have I retrofitted later ideas to match it (at least not consciously). The key connection, the emphasis on the women-baby idea, emerged naturally in 2024 from the zero-risk argument in the suggested design of nature as a “paradise machine” (see also update from February 2024 on X which is still there). Recalling the women-baby idea in the 2024 article with this 2006 experience after made a deep impact and sparked the development of an Approach Theory. That this story was they begining of an advanced life-forms approach toward Earth. Previously, the idea that women held central power in Fourth Laws paradise state didn’t align with my earlier Fourth Law framework, so I long dismissed the story as a byproduct of exhaustion (which still is a credible explanation of course). Only in February 2024, while modeling the Paradise Machine design and deriving the women-baby idea directly from the zero-risk principles in the model, did I begin to see this stories experience with the Women of Paradise as potentially real.
Warning: During the period in the story, between summer 2005 and January 2006, I experimented with how much reading the brain could handle without sleep in order to improve my performance at university. I strongly warn against putting oneself in the same situation, as extensive reading over time without sleep could be what triggered some of the events in this story.
Author’s Note: This is a true account of some extraordinary experiences I had in the summer of 2005 and January 2006, when I first encountered the Eu = 0 = Paradise formula (Fourth Law). I first wrote the story down in 2014 (originally in Norwegian) as a precaution, in case the underlying theory gained traction in the future (which it now has after 3I/ATLAS). This newest Medium version is simply a more readable edition than the first version in 2014; but the core events remain unchanged. In 2024, the Approach Theory proposes that the “paradise women” I met in this story perhaps were the first deliberate contact from advanced Fermi life-forms, actual extraterrestrial intelligences. The theory suggests their approach to Earth began after they detected a 2005 signal from here indicating successful zero-risk strategies (to explain the voice episode in the story). I have reviewed the story one final time (January 2026), removing anything I wasn’t completely certain about in the story and digged into my memory to add small details I still surely remember. The only issue has been ensuring accurate time spans, whether it was 40 or 60 hours, and so on. I assure you: I’ve never altered the original story from the library and the next 40–60 hours, nor have I retrofitted later ideas to match it (at least not consciously). The key connection, the emphasis on the women-baby idea, emerged naturally in 2024 from the zero-risk argument in the suggested design of nature as a “paradise machine” (see also update from February 2024 on X at the end). Recalling the women-baby idea in the 2024 article with this 2006 experience after made a deep impact and sparked the development of an Approach Theory.
Warning: During the period in the story, between summer 2005 and January 2006, I experimented with how much reading the brain could handle without sleep in order to improve my performance at university. I strongly warn against putting oneself in the same situation, as extensive reading over time without sleep could be what triggered some of the events in this story.
Chapter 1. The voice episode in 2005
At the university, the autumn semester of 2005 had just begun. It had been over 4 years since I started university now. I struggled with self-discipline, I must admit. Had received several formal warnings that I was about to be expelled from the university since I had failed, or failed to appear for more than 90% of the exams in the last 3 years. If we didn’t show up for, or pass an exam in a minimum of four attempts, you were automatically expelled from the university, if you didn’t have an approved sick leave. Fortunately, new rules in the regulations at the university that had arrived during the summer holidays in 2005 meant that all my previously exhausted exam attempts were reset, and I could once again start from scratch. In other words, I had a bit more time to strengthen my self-discipline.
My interest in science was not extinguished, far from it. So this new rule was good news. Lately, I had managed to train the self-discipline to study longer and longer sessions, and this summer in 2005 I managed 15 study credits in summer exams. I expected that in the coming autumn semester I would manage almost full study progression (30 credits) which would be the first time since I attended. I had become a realist from all the studies, didn’t believe in anything about religions or other things that didn’t start from pure scientific disciplines like mathematics, physics, etc. People who talked about meeting extraterrestrial beings I just shook my head and do it actually still. Voices in my head I had never understood. I remember always thinking when I read about murders in the news where the perpetrator blamed voices in their heads to commit the crime; “what do they mean by voices in their heads?”, and tried to imagine how it would unfold. But there came a day when I heard a voice that did not come from a physical person nearby. Out of nowhere, a soft woman’s voice quietly spoke a short sentence in my mind. By this time I had gotten to know a guy who called himself “Pixel”. He was a kind of bohemian in the nightlife of the city where I lived. He always had money, and liked to flirt with the ladies. I had become a bit of a friend with his neighbor at first, “Front lobe”, and once “Front lobe” was not at home we got talking in the corridors. Eventually we slowly but surely became friends during the next six months. “Pixel” introduced me to his friend again who was called “Red caprino”. We all played instruments together, and had a common interest in music. Every time the three of us met, the guitar was pulled up accompanied by a bongo drum or something. It was during one of these meetings that the “voice episode” occurred in the summer of 2005. It was a velvety and friendly female voice that whispered or spoke gently in my head, just once; “You are a genius”. I sputtered a bit, but it wasn’t scary or anything because it was such a friendly voice. It was very clear that she was my friend by the way she said it. After that I heard nothing more. I think I spent a couple of seconds looking out the window or something and then let the episode slide. I didnt say anything. It felt completely natural, so I thought nothing of the fact that I had actually heard a voice so clearly in my head. But I never forgot the episode. It was only Red caprino and Pixel who were in the room there with me, we were sitting in Red caprino’s living room. The only thing, I remember thinking “Why did she just say that?” and “why was she so friendly to me, I didn’t even know who she was”? I guess I let the episode slide after a minute or so, as it didnt really bothered me. If it was up to me she could have said more, but she didnt.
I was supposed to meet the same woman about six months later, in January 2006, but this time under completely different circumstances, alone in my student dorm room. The reunion with this same woman happened after I had received a scientific vision at the university library, and went home whereupon two days later, with constant pondering, without sleep, arrived at the “Eu = 0 = Paradise” formula. A formula that later turned out to be the first piece of what would later be called; The Fourth Law of Thermodynamics (Fourth Law). This time it wasn’t just the voice of the same woman, now she was there with what felt like a physical presence. I recognized her without her saying anything. She introduced me to several women who came with her, they communicated just by me understanding things without me having to think for myself. This happened in the seconds and minutes after I had, for the very first time, arrived at and written down the Paradise formula (more on this meeting in chapter 3).
Chapter 2. Developing the Eu = 0 = Paradise Formula in January 2006
It became impossible to stop the tornado after the first vision came at the university library in January 2006. It is not easy to explain the tornado, but you realize that you have lost total control over what thoughts pop into your head. This happened while I was reading Advanced Biochemistry this spring semester. The topic concerned the universal energy states of molecules that control the angles at which the atoms of a molecule exist at any given time. While I was reading about how the structures of molecules were controlled by universal energy states (denoted in the book as Eu), a crystal clear vision came to me. I often get ideas and “visions” while reading, which is normal, but this time it really came crashing down hard. The vision was that I imagined a universal principle that the selection in biology regarding good and evil properties was selected by the same force (Eu, Energy in the Universe) that also governed the structure of the molecules I read about in the biochemistry book. I replaced the atoms in the molecules described in the book with life-forms. I imagined how good and evil traits in a life-form are constrained by the universe, with good traits being favored before the promotion of evil traits. In the same way, atoms in molecules are placed in the correct positions by the universe, occupying the lowest available energy (Eu) states. A couple of seconds later the idea just erupted and the terrifying thing I have since called a tornado began to churn in my head. It felt like being hit by a sledgehammer, mentally speaking, as a fish might feel after being thrown up onto land. That whirlwind of thoughts didn’t feel like it belonged in my head, it felt like mental poison. These new thoughts made me scared after I got to know the tornado a little better. This was at the beginning of the spring semester of 2006, and I was experimenting with how much reading I could endure, pushing my limits. But it was definitely the idea itself that triggered the unpleasant tornado of thoughts. Immediately after visualising the connection between universal energy states in physics with evil versus good in biology, the tornado of ideas kicked in.
I soon realized that there was no going back here. Like you feel an earthquake and just run home on instinct. At the time it felt like an emergency state, there were no time to think how this might end in the future, just to handle that sick tornado of thoughts. Many strange thoughts pressed on, it was as if I had made a fuss, and now had to clean up the thoughts after the new idea about the universe. It was like a “tornado” of strange thoughts that could not be stopped. As I sat there, I had full focus and felt clear in my head, but this was something completely new and felt more and more frightening. I couldn’t run for help with this, I had to fix this myself. I soon realized that there was only one thing to do: go into war mode against the tornado immediately. No one told me, but I realized by intuition that I would go completely mad if I didn’t win over the tornado that was now in my head. It was as if I had knocked on the door of the universe, and now I had to answer for myself. It was brutal. But the fascination of the vision was still there, mixing with the fear, so I didn’t breakdown then and there, but realized that I was in danger of losing my grip on reality. I packed up the books and started walking home. At the same time, as I was walking out of the library to my student dormroom about 1 kilometer from the university, I was completely hooked on the new idea, luckily, because it made me forget my fear a little. “It was true.. it was true..”. The new vision from the library was absolutely incredible, that biological life was a natural part of a universal law of physics. Later I probably thought that such an experience is what all scientists dream of, that the world around you starts to sparkle and thunder, because you know you have touched a nerve in nature. At the same time, I believe that the same tornado has destroyed many lives that never make it to the history books, especially among scientists and religious people. Everyone who has meddled with bigger universal truths, than what humans are supposed to control, I suspect has come across the same “tornado”. I have therefore wondered if Nash (Nash equilibrium) and Boltzmann (known for the second law of thermodynamics and entropy), both of whom experienced severe mental breakdowns had encountered the very same tornado of thoughts and never got rid of it. The man who explained the Second Law of Thermodynamics regarding Entropy, Boltzmann, who is also a natural part of the Fourth Law, Eu = 0 = Paradise, finally committed suicide (peace be upon your memory). The reason I honor his memory is that his work may have saved me from the same tornado (see later). Boltzmann may have unknowingly stumbled upon core ideas in the Eu = 0 = Paradise (Fourth Law) himself while working on Entropy as experienced by nature. He concluded that the increase in Entropy (chaos) arises because the universe began with a finite amount of available energy, which gradually dissipates toward a state of equilibrium (where usable energy effectively approaches zero). Nash, on the other hand, describes according to the Fourth Law how nature and the universe actively seeks to find, Eu = 0 = Paradise, mathematically with his most famous work “Nash equilibrium”. Hence Nash, according to the Fourth Law, thus connected biology with Boltzmann’s Second Law of Thermodynamics. Did Boltzmann take his own life because the same tornado I had now myself encountered never stopped in his head? Maybe the tornado of thoughts never stopped for Nash either?, and then I fully understand why Nash ended up being forcibly committed to a psychiatric hospital and that Boltzmann committed suicide. That is, if all three of us had poked at the same universal law (Eu = 0 = Paradise), a theory of everything, from three different angles. I realized that you can’t live for long with such thoughts, about forty hours was more than enough (more later). This experience truly scared me to the core. Proof of this comes later in the story, as I didn’t touch food or water, nor did I try to sleep, for at least forty hours until the tornado was gone from my head.
Boltzmann explained the connection between the limited energy in the universe which resulted in entropy because the universe’s basically sought constantly to end in Eu = 0. If the Fourth Law is true then all three of us would have poked at the same law and should all three (and probably several other scientists who have poked away at the same universal law) perhaps faced the same tornado? (E.g. Einstein, and possibly why didn’t he get sick? ref “the third article”). The experience of the tornado can be described as encountering a world that a human brain is not meant to cope with. Suddenly you are confronted by new thoughts and feelings that you have to respond to, otherwise the tornado continues to torment you with the same things, again and again and again. Actually, I think our sinful brain meets the truth. The stream of thoughts raged non-stop: Who are you? What are you? Are you evil? Are you good? What is the point of everything? Those kinds of thoughts came in at a crazy pace, and they weren’t kind and gentle minded, these were hostile ideas.
The walk from the library was bad, I really had to focus on the task of transporting myself forward, one step with my legs at a time, thats how bad the tornado had become since I was forced to leave the library. When I got to my room I immediately sat down, found a pencil and some paper. I started to scribble down the vision I had had in the library. It wasn’t like “this is something I now want to do”; I had no choice. It felt more like I was trying to save my own life, then you dont think, you just do it on instinct. It was not like I took the time to make myself a cup of tea or anything — just off with the shoes and find a pencil and paper. To think and to work on the idea became the only way to chase away the tornado of repulsive thoughts. It was the only thing that gave me some glimse of happiness in this otherwise critical situation. And this battle just continued between the new ideas from the library and the tornado. I think it lasted at least forty hours in this condition (I can’t remember details such as the exact timespan, as the story was written down in 2014). It felt like it went on for “days,” but I can guarantee that it was at least forty hours of constant torment.
Very soon after coming back to the dorm room and starting to scribble the new ideas down on paper, I felt I had made some progress from the library. At least I could now start to organize the new idea from the library, down on paper, away from the public library. While all the time the tornado was there threatening me with mental agony if I couldn’t answer it. The tornado of unpleasant thoughts calmed somewhat when I began writing down the idea from the library, but I didn’t want to explore the tornado of thoughts further. I pushed it away every chance I got, which seemed to drive the development of the new ideas on the paper. This experience has, in hindsight, made me realize how people can feel unable to cope with living. However, the vision from the library felt profoundly uplifting, resonating through my entire body and mind. I felt like I was making progress all the time in working on the new vision, by doing this I kept the tornado partially at bay. So I couldnt stop working, I didnt even consider to eat, drink nor to sleep. Remember I did not know what the end would be, other than thinking that; “I have to get out of this”. “This tornado can’t stay in my head”. The brain therefore worked at a crazy pace (the tornado looming behind, while the new vision and ideas kept it at bay), but I never thought that it would end up in a formula. The driving force now was just to clear up the thoughts that were pressing on. I was forced to build a theory, stone by stone, and clear the tornado away. The very first stones started with philosophical things like; “had the world been controlled only by evil qualities, it would not have opened for any good things to happen, for a single second. But that some evil things could happen, even if the world was controlled by good qualities.” It was like I scored one point against the tornado, and the tornado had to pull away a bit. I think that was the very first “logical stone” laid down in the first half hour in my dorm room, which made the tornado take a step back. That’s how it continued the first 24 hours, I made drawings of groups of animals and evolutionary paths, but it hadn’t started with any formula yet. In the beginning, it was mostly about biology and evolutionary principles. I began slowly but surely, after the first day, to conclude that, yes, good qualities must have been what had systematically won out in natural selection, even if it sometimes looked ugly from the outside. The tornado couldn’t answer these principles of nature that I saw as the truth, and it was as if the tornado went quiet for a while, but only to build arguments for a new attack. Because even if the animals and life in nature did not know it, we humans knew that there was no systematic torture around them in nature. Therefore, evil traits must, over time, have been systematically selected out in nature as a whole, in favor of good traits. Somehow, evil traits must have been removed from nature, that was pretty much the conclusion from the first about 20 hours after leaving the library, which claims the tornado didn’t seem able to answer. We humans could see that the animals in the jungle were actually safe from systemic torture and evil. In other words, good qualities actually dominated evil qualities in nature, guided by the “Eu” principle I imagined in the library a day earlier. Because most of the time it is quiet and peaceful in the jungle, and everyone is free to do whatever they want — that is, until feeding time. But even then, the method of killing is, for the most part, done without any evil intent. Usually, it is done as quickly as possible in nature, without any desire to inflict pain; it is probably seen by animals in the jungle as a waste of energy. Hence, any such new “evil ideas” must have systematically been removed from life on Earth and replaced with good traits instead, since it sucked up energy more than good traits. Hence, any such new “evil ideas” must have systematically been removed from life on Earth and replaced with good traits instead.
So in the extreme nature seemed to move slowly but surely towards paradise rather than towards hell. That was when the physics part of the theory entered the picture (which was not my field of expertise), but I knew the basics of physics, chemistry, and math from introductory courses at the university. At this point in my studies, I wasn’t a good student at all, which made the “you are a genius” female voice 6 months earlier even stranger, but I had always followed my science courses with great interest. By then, I had flunked four out of five years at the university, yet I had understood, for example, the core principles of the Second Law of Thermodynamics. Hence, I knew enough to conclude that the systemic selection pattern of biological traits in nature I now worked on had to start with the universe’s constant search for the lowest energy state, Eu=0 (basically the Second Law of Thermodynamics). In other words, the way the physical universe was created from the beginning, with limited energy, was actually the prime mover that guided this development in life, slowly away from evil and toward good (in the extreme). It was probably there and then that the first piece of the formula was established: I started writing down E and u, and if Energy in the Universe moves toward 0, it slowly but surely pushes life toward good and away from evil. So I wrote down Eu = 0, among all the scribbles. That later proved to be a pivotal moment in fighting the tornado and explains why I have been so grateful towards Boltzmann. I clearly remember that moment, as I had to shift my mindset somewhat, moving from biology to physics. In retrospect, I shouldn’t have spent about 20 hours on it, but there and then, I knew nothing about making a formula just to push away the tornado in my head. So I wrote down Eu moves slowly toward 0 and sometime later Eu = 0. So at this point half the formula was actually ready, but it would take many more hours before I came to add the word “paradise” as the third paragraph in the half developed formula. This is where the “madness” came in, the idea of adding a third term to what was basically the Second Law of Thermodynamics, and thus connecting physics with biology. It was crazy because it had never before been thought of in modern science (probably). Because, what did the word “paradise” have to do with entropy and the second law of thermodynamics? It was crazy, and it was during these last hours that my brain disappeared into a deep world of biology and the little I knew about the universe. But probably, then my brain also became more certain, that the concepts it had arrived at were true. And thus continued to keep the threatening tornado at bay, at least the work kept it from breaking me down mentally. Before finally writing down Eu moves toward 0 and Eu = 0, most of the ideas so far consisted of drawings, numbers and figures of animals in nature (especially wolf packs being in different situations), inside my head and on paper. In the last few hours, it was all starting to become a blur, I had run out of plain paper due to all the scribbling. I guess I had filled about thirty pages of plain paper I had available in my room after coming home from the library. Then I remember very well, at the end as I was circling in on the paradise idea (the concept of 100% love), that I had started to write on a piece of cardboard. I tore apart a cardboard box I had been using to store things in my closet. In hindsight, that was probably why I crawled into the closet to find more paper to write on, after the term “paradise” had entered all the scribblings. It was in these last hours and minutes that my brain reached a state where the formula first came into view. At this stage I wasnt thinking with my brain but rather with the heart. It wasnt about well structured evolutionary pathways anylonger, as in the beginning, now the topics was concepts like God, the universe, paradise and hell. But the scientific groundwork placing Eu in relation to 0 was still the focus and still on paper from the first 20 hours or so. I never let go of that relationship between the universes energy state with one day becoming 0. However, it was all a blur by now compared to in the first 20 hours, in the middle of the second night since I had left the library. Making it now about 40 hours since I first got the vision from reading the Biochemistry book which triggered the tornado. I was exhausted, but I still could not stop working because of the tornado, which only illustrates how terrible it was (it is impossible to explain the fear in words). After returning from the library, I didn’t consider taking a short nap or eating anything, as I was preoccupied with removing the exhausting and frightening tornado. At this blurry stage, there is some details I clearly remember. Toward the end I had started to personify the sounds of the wind outside my window, as if God were communicating with me by varying the strength of the gusts. As if God, or nature itself, were scaring me by suddenly increasing the gusts of wind against the window, I could feel nature’s immense power while being alone with my papers, the tornado and scribblings in the middle of the night. In hindsight, personifying the sounds of the wind outside maybe became a good thing (more on that later), because now there were three of us in the war: me, the tornado, and now God outside with the winds. It could have made a difference, I dont know.
To this day, I still can’t remember the exact moment I wrote the completed formula down for the very first time. But it probably happened in connection with tearing apart the cardboard box in the closet to make more room for the recent development, circling in on the completed formula: Eu = 0 = Paradise.
I remember clearly it was very windy outside the last night, the night when the formula was completed. I might have exaggerated the sounds of the wind outside, possibly due to the unique circumstances at the time, because in my head, it felt like a full storm was raging outside my window. The gusts of wind whipped against the window, and I remember it reminded me of the aggressive tornado at first, but soon, it reminded me of God. To be honest, at that moment toward the end, it was as if I was about to become a bit of a friend with “God.” When he demonstrated his power with the strong winds outside, I wasn’t really sure if that power was on my side or with the tornado. I guess it was about this time that I started to think, for the first time, “If this theory is correct, God the creator must be on my side”. The winds could have helped me pushing the tornado away, now with greater force than pure ideas, reinforced by the frightening sounds of powerful gusts outside. This sensation could by a sign that I was nearing the formula, but I have never captured the exact moment the word ‘paradise’ appeared. The details of how the thought process unfolded the last hours are now lost information. The only thing I can remember from the last hours was more about the wind and God than about developing the theory. But around this stage at the end I clearly remember me writing down the formula Eu = 0 = Paradise on a piece of cardboard. And that after that things started to slow down and I slowly stopped working. All of a sudden I had a completed formula in front of me.
The strong gusts of wind only reminded me once again how small I was in relation to God, nature, and the universe. At this stage, it was very dramatic, it was as if I had almost entered a dream-like state. It could have been a good thing being in this state, coming up with the ‘paradise’ term as an addition to Eu = 0. That the dream-like state made it possible to add the ‘paradise’ term into my, at least for the first 20 hours, scientific work. Maybe it was a good thing that I was immersed in thoughts about God, hell, paradise etc in the last 5–10 hours. Being crazy enough just to laubch the completed formula; Eu = 0 = Paradise.
I had been afraid of the tornado for almost 40 hours straight now and I assume my nerves was starting to get numb or something. Now it was all a dream-like scenario in particularly after the concepts of ‘God’ and ‘Paradise’ had entered the situation. And having God outside my window talking with the winds. As the strong wind raging outside the window I remember thinking, “That might be God trying to scare me, but it is not the tornado.” It was as if God was demonstrating how merciless and powerful he was with the gusts of wind, but it sort of helped me. Because, at this stage I was not so scared of God and nature. There was still no mercy, but I guess I had begun to see nature and God as “friends” through the new ideas. Since the truth about the universe and nature had the last 40 hours been the most effective weapons against the tornado. Eventually, adding the ‘paradise’ term suggested that the world was, on the whole, a good place if nature held a promise of an eternal paradise somewhere. This hidden part of nature could be used to balance our pain, making things fair after all. I’m sure the tornado did not like that idea.
The wind gusts were brutal in my head, but it was an interesting phase, because if I had interpreted the gusts against the window as the tornado’s work, it might have been the final blow. It would have felt as though I were being surrounded by the tornado, inside my head and outside with the winds, reinforced its power further by the winds. That was probably why I later became so deeply fond of the formula, which truthfully linked my views to God and nature and thereby the winds. If I had personified the strong winds outside as part of the tornados work, I’m not sure how it would have unfolded. It was a terrible experience having that horrible thing in my head.
I wrote the formula down on the piece of clean cardboard from the closet. The last piece of cardboard was only dedicated to the formula, I clearly remember that I wrote the formula in big letters on that cardboard, Eu = 0 = Paradise. It think I stared at the formula for maybe an hour or so, stearing on that piece of cardboard before I realized that “I was safe” from the tornado. I also clearly remember that I continued to play around with the letters in the formula after I wrote it down on the cardboard. Trying to develop the formula even further. Like, I wrote new expressions inside of the formula itself. In particular, I remember it was a good idea to write another formula on one of the horizontal lines in the first letter “E”, like developing a new formula inside of the paradise formula. If the formula itself wasnt crazy enough, in that last hour it made sence to add even new formulas onto the letters in the paradise formula itself (unfortunately I later throw away all the scribblings in the garbage). Its just to illustrate what condition my brain must have been in the last moments. Stuff like that took place, but the paradise formula was now captured and down on paper and I started to write it down a couple of times elsewhere. Slowly, I calmed down, just gazing at the formula on that piece of cardboard for a good while, just playing with the letters, but nothing more. I never saw a reason to change the formula itself or to continue the work. The very first time the Eu = 0 = Paradise formula was put down on paper was probably among the other scribbles on the white sheet of papers. Just a small formula among the other ideas on the paper. Then I crawled into the wardrobe and tore off a piece of cardboard to make more space to write on. I wrote the formula again on that piece of cardboard in large letters, almost as if it were now official, singling it out from all the scribblings scattered around the room. To this day, I have not found evidence — or been convinced — that the formula is wrong, which still surprises me.
At the time, however, I later threw all the papers into the garbage and was not very occupied with the formula in the years that followed. That changed when I realized that Nash equilibrium could mathematically explain the pattern in the formula after seeing his biography A Beautiful Mind in the spring of 2009, just before graduation. It was the so-called “bar scene” in the movie that reawakened the ideas behind the Eu = 0 = Paradise expression. I began to study Nash equilibrium more closely online and became convinced that Nash was, in fact, expressing the same idea in mathematical terms, exactly what the formula needed: a solid mathematical framework. I then returned seriously to the formula from 2006 and wrote the first serious article on the subject in the fall of 2009, after graduating (screenshot under).
From After the formula was written down
I remember that when I physically wrote “= Paradise” as an extension to Eu = 0 (when Ek (kinetic energy) and Ep (potential energy) in the entire universe were absolutely zero), I eventually got up, and went to the kitchen and got myself an apple. I probably did, because my brain eventually understood that the last stone was in place, and that the job of chasing away the tornado was over. I can’t remember that I had eaten or drinking in the last 40 hours, so I assume that the brain just automatically went to the next priority after fixing up the “tornado”, to eat nutrition. I remember going to the toilet a few times, but there was no drama (I might have had a few sips of water from the tap during these visits as I was washing my hands). Moving between the toilet and my room almost like a zombie, remember thinking everytime I went to the toilet; “I must get back to continue.” The fact that I avoided eating for such a long time, at least 40 hours, says something about how dramatically scary the tornado was, because my brain prioritized the tornado before food and sleep. So when the formula was born on paper it was as if the brain slowly realized that everything now was over. It was almost like turning off a light switch, the tornado didnt want no more. I didn’t have to make an effort anylonger to chase away the tornado; it now disappeared automatically. The impression was that I had turned the tornado against itself, “Now this universe is your problem, and not my problem anymore” and the proof was in the formula. If I had to continue with the “tornado,” as I suppose Nash and Boltzmann might did, It must have been absolutely terrible. I don’t think anyone would have managed years with that tornado. If that’s the case, I’m really impressed that Nash kept it up for decades, if it was the same tornado entering his brain in connection with his work on the Nash equilibrium in the 1950s. I feel a deep empathy for Boltzmann, for whom there was probably no hope of escape in his time. I’m fairly sure his groundbreaking work saved me from the tornado, giving me the Eu = 0 angle, and that is something I will always be grateful for. The only comfort is that, if the formula is universal valid, the paradise state probably has a very special place for him. I often wonder if I would have a complete mental breakdown like Nash and Boltzmann did if it was not for the paradise formula. I later thought that the “tornado” was part of nature’s or God’s own brutal quality control of whom nature could give the key to eternal paradise, as nature had to be 100% sure who got the key. It may be that the ONLY way out of this hell with the tornado WAS the paradise formula, because it was the truth about the world we live in and the most compact way of expressing it. That is, nature or God therefore had to be 100% sure before handing out such a key. In other words, we had to find the key ourselves, but that the key itself was always out there somewhere, from the very beginning of the universe. As if nature waited with ruthless patience, daring someone to uncover its secret. Anyone who came close enough to understanding the truth and couldn’t prove their allegiance by writing it down on paper, would be swept away by the tornado.
The next few days, I bought everything that occurred to me all day long and at the same time had fun. It was like being newly in love, but still a little nervous about the tornado, even though I had shaken it off. But ALL I could think about now was the new formula and the wonderful feeling it generated. I remember that I was constantly trying to lower the energy state of the universe with my body, as a fun game between my own body and the universe. All I did was completely relax every muscle in my entire body and let the universe place the limp limbs where the universe wanted them to be, even if the process ended with me falling and lying on the floor like a paralyzed person would. Because I realized that, in doing so, I had simultaneously moved the entire universe one tiny step closer to paradise — for just one tiny second. Then, at the very end, after all the limbs were lying limp on the floor (like a paralyzed person would have been lying), I stuck my tongue out of my mouth, as if it was also hanging limp, just to illustrate the absolute lowest energy state my body was in (also thought a bit about Einstein here, the familiar picture of him with his tongue out). And it made me happy, like I was in love with the universe. I was still living inside the theory, and there was still a slightly frightening feeling present, because I had not forgotten about the tornado. But the formula had dealt the tornado the final blow; it was like a hostile monster had been dealt a fatal blow but was still reeling. I realized the battle was over; the response the birth of the formula had to the unpleasant thoughts was unequivocal. The critical thoughts didn’t want any more, they lost without me having to do anything. All thanks to the formula; the formula now did the job for me. The next few days, I focused mostly on food. Mostly vegetarian pizza with extra toppings, at Dolly Dimple’s, which was right next door to where we were staying. I shopped for lots of fruit and vegetables. The whole process had probably required a lot of nourishment from the body and brain, because I had an incredible desire for lots of vegetables and fruit over the next few days. But it actually took several weeks before I slowly returned to normal. I even got my first top grade, an A, that summer of 2006 in the Advanced Biochemistry course that had sparked the tornado at the beginning of the semester at the library.
However, this is something I would not recommend doing, pushing the brain’s limits like that can cause episodes such as this. My problem was never having taken the time to read literature during my early school days, and at university level that is a hopeless situation. I might have endured reading maybe 15–20 minutes, until I gave up and started watchin TV instead, thinking “I’ll read tomorrow.” But eventually the strategy worked, after about two years of pushing myself I was comfortable with, for example, studying 12 hours straight. But I will not recommend this way of doing it to anyone, instead start to learn how to read for long hours early on in your life. I really pushed it at the time to see how much my brain could handle for maximal effect. So now you know what can happen, so please stay out of it. I can assure you, you don’t want to meet the tornado. Hopefully, though, the formula might help others, for example, people with serious mental conditions, to ease their pain. I don’t know, but perhaps their condition might be just being very smart all the time (ironically having a healthy brain), and therefore being exposed to a part of nature that actually is very dangerous, being close to the truth.
Chapter 3. Meeting with the Women of Paradise
Finally, in the story, I would like to single out perhaps the greatest experience that came in the wake of the birth of the formula which triggered the bizarre connection to the women-baby concept from 2024 (screenshot at the botoom). Then, slowly but surely, the intoxication of joy had quieted the tornado after writing down Eu = 0 = Paradise, and I lay exhausted in bed; something very strange happened. I finally had some time to lie down, close my eyes, and try to get a little sleep. It just started with me imagining 4, 5, or 6 women approaching. Meeting with what I call the “paradise women” is, after all, the title of this entire story. From being alone with God about the formula in my room, I now met others who had the same relationship with “Eu = 0 = Paradise.” Hmm, I wasn’t alone in having this relationship with the formula? I must repeat that my brain was exhausted at this point, so judge the credibility of the upcoming story yourself. The only thing that can somehow back it up as being real is the bizarre connection to the women-baby concept discovered almost twenty years later (in order to obey the zero-risk argument in the machines design).
After staring at formula for a long time, it was the middle of the night, I eventually fumbled into the kitchen and got an apple. I went from the kitchen back into the room with the red apple still in my hand. I might have taken a bite of it already, I dont remember. It was dead quiet in the middle of the night. I stood there in front of the bed with the red apple in my hand and just looked exhausted into the air, perhaps. I looked across the room at all the papers covered in scribbles that were strewn about the floor, and at the torn cardboard with the big letters on it. The room was now a chaos of papers and scribbles, as after an intellectual battlefield with the tornado. As I stood there looking over all the papers, I suddenly understood something. Presumably, it was at this point that the understanding of the formula began to reach the conscious part of the brain after having a short break from the work. My brain drew a quick summary of the whole situation surrounding the newborn formula and the consequences it could lead to. At the same time, the tornado had stopped. In pure ecstasy, I threw the apple in my hand as hard as I could into the wall as I cheered inside (I later took a picture of the apple stains before I moved out of the room a few years later — see under). I threw myself down on the bed and lay there, it was finally time to sleep. As I layed there I remember seing small pieces of apple strewn all over the room and apple juice running down the wall, but most of the apple seemed to be stuck to the walls and ceiling. Looking up from the bed I remember being surprised at how much of the apple was still stucked to the walls and ceiling. Tens of hours of intense focus on the link between biology’s role in the universe were now over. Finally, I could close my eyes and relax in bed, and I was not afraid anymore.
I soon recognized the leader of a group of women approaching my bed, she who was closest. It was she who had softly spoken in my head, “You are a genius,” about six months earlier in Red Caprino’s living room. It was instant knowledge, it was the same pleasant women. There were more women now with her, 5–6 of them around and behind her, but it seemed as if someone was communicating with me, or they were doing it together. Now it was us and we together, not just me and her like it was six months ago, but it was that same type of good feeling being around her. There was a lot of commonality between us, and I loved that they came to me. They invited me to a place; that is, they just took me with them. I remember thinking it was like in a movie as we entered the corridors; we flew upwards through some ‘corridors’ before a landscape opened up with trees, green grass, houses, and a small lake. It was like a small village filled exclusively with women before I saw the children. There were women everywhere but with toddlers and babies around them. By the water, there were especially many small children, but I never met them closer. They never paid any attention to me. I remember clearly that at some point I was left alone for a while and just quitely observed a small group of women with their children by the lake. I then realized, that they actually had this incredible fantastic feeling all the time. But I never talked to them about this, but I could see and feel it. As they didnt had the time to even look at me standing there because it was all so nice. I’ll never forget that moment. I guess what made it so strong was that, in that short moment when the women from my room left me for a little while, I realized how good it was for them there by the lake. That they didn’t have time to pay me any attention because they were so absorbed in that wonderful moment with the children. This happened early on, before they took me into the house by that same lake, probably just 10 meters away from where that group of women, toddlers, and babies was. It was a very special moment for me while I was there having some alone time there. Most of the time, though, it was the women from the room who stayed around me, communicating with me constantly. We hovered together the whole time while they explained things to me, as we were in a hurry or something. Or just that they were very glad to see me and explain what was going on. To be honest I cant remember much of what they explained, but I sort of understood it at the time. The second strong impression was that it was also a third “being” there that captured my attention the entire time, the actual source of the extremely pleasant feeling of being in that place. The women where very nice, but I understood after coming there that the women themselves were perhaps not the main source of the constant extremely pleasant feeling, it was that “third thing”. And they agreed, as if they all in the village were celebrating this source of safety being present all the time — God. It never spoke just provided the constant feeling of safety which felt so wonderful. Which made it extremely joyfull just to sit quitely in the grass without doing anything particular. Remember thinking “I can just sit on a chair here, and it would still be the same paradise”. I quickly concluded that this source of safety, which seemed to be watching over us, was God, because I understood that it was not possible to feel safer than this. “This is the one with all the power in the world”, was my exact thinking. There was no way anyone would have wanted to change anything about this place. And they were in this state all the time, I was there maybe for about 15 minutes or so. I clearly remember that they communicated both that this was forever and that there were other places like this, but that this place were theirs.
The main message from the women were how they produced love there, between themselves and the babies. That was sort of the important message in their communication: they simply elevated the most loving bond we know on Earth to new heights, the bond between a woman and her baby. So it was the same domain of love, just purified into new, artificial concentrations of that same love. That was the impression all the time, that it was an “artificial place”, where everything good from Earth had been perfected into a synthetic, pure and clean form of good feeling. We didnt have to discuss the paradise formula itself, since it was the reason to why I was there. But that women-baby love thing was new information. I guess they didn’t see it as necessary to spend much more time discussing the formula, we did, but it felt as though there were other things they also wanted to tell and show me while I was there.
At this point I was probably still lying in bed with my eyes closed. I saw maybe 100 other women surrounded by small children and babies in this small village, but not more than a 100. Those 5 or 6 women from my room who flew around me showed and explained to me what their paradise was like and that they belonged to a higher form of life, where death or fear did not exist. So they also belonged to this place, so I guess it wasn’t necessary for them to be surrounded by children all the time. The whole time, the attention was focused on producing love and a constant sense of security that constantly lifted us up into the same euphoria we were in. It reminded me of the same joy the formula had given, only now I saw a whole community of women living in this world. It felt like we felt the same joy from the same source, which we imagined was God, but this was not something we talked about, it was something we did not need to discuss further. After all, it was the discovery of the Eu = 0 = Paradise formula that had brought us together, so it was implicit that we shared this understanding of God. I won’t claim that this was reality, but it felt real; could it have been an extension of the euphoria that the newborn formula had produced? But I almost have to include it. The irony is that the formula actually says that women are somewhat worse than men because of the different thermodynamic context in which men and women have had to develop, but at the same time, that is not important either. The formula does not say that the woman is evil, just a bit more evil than the man is (statistically speaking). It’s just that the woman’s role has not required as extreme good qualities as what the man has encountered in war and hunting. The man has not received anything for free, while the woman, via her sexual power, has been able to distance herself somewhat from the brutality the man must have been through. Then I thought later that it was perhaps a bit strange that it was women who came to bring me into this higher civilization, as the idea stemmed from crude conservative thoughts. That is what we have been taught to think. (Author’s Note (2026): But the zero-risk argument 20 years later suggested that the Fermi life-forms would have a female type of nature.) The place they showed me was presented as if it were a separate section of paradise reserved just for them. I instinctively realized that there were countless paradises like this, but this one was their unique version that had been given to them by God. They were so happy. Remember thinking that this was 100% pure happiness and as if the knew exactly why. They were informed about the situation they were in and completely relaxed. It wasn’t that I was supposed to be there; rather, that they welcomed me to “God’s kingdom.” Again, I got the feeling that it felt natural and not weird at all. It was like I got a quick tour of their paradise. It was like I was flying around in their paradise while they were always around me. They showed me the children and explained to me that they had cultivated what we perceive as “love” there, and that was why there were many toddlers and babies there. Many of the women sat out in the grass with babies and small children whom they nursed and played with. I could feel how optimal they were. I don’t think the others saw me because they didn’t pay me any attention. The women around me never stopped explaining but continued with lots of information about how everything was connected. It was a scenic setting, and the weather was perfect, but I don’t remember seeing a sun. There was a small pond there and a house behind all the women and children. All were fair-skinned, and the women were around 25 years old, if I were to guess. Their hair colors varied, but most had dark hair, I think. All the toddlers were boys, while the babies, I don’t know. There were more children than women there; the impression was that each woman had the main responsibility for 2–3 children each, while everyone belonged together and looked after each other’s children. Apart from the little boys, there were no other males there but me. They took me into the house, i.e., we just flew into one of the rooms. There was a new group of women and children, and a lesson was taking place. They were doing some kind of teaching, but everyone seemed happy all the time. They seemed to enjoy the lesson as if there was nothing else they wanted to do either. A woman stood to explain to another group of women on a small stage. I don’t remember much of what the teaching was about, just that they enjoyed being there, but it had something to do with biological science or general knowledge. As if they had taken the “Eu = 0 = Paradise” law one step further. They were clearly on a higher level in the universe. But it was the formula that was the basis of everything, though they were now beyond that stage in knowledge. It seemed like they were cultivating pure love — that was sort of the main message all along. They produced love there by cultivating motherly love between women and children. As if this bond between mother and child was further refined than what we were used to from Earth. This was the explanation for all the small children there that the women had around them, that they cultivated motherly love and that this was their paradise. They clearly had eternal life. Although I was only there for approximately 15 to 20 minutes, I realized that no one changed their age there, neither the little children nor the women themselves. It was a synthetic world, that was the impression, clean from fear. There were no negative vibes or fear at all, which is why the experience stood out so strongly. It was like the feeling after writing down the formula, but an even higher level of security. Although I was in a state of euphoria in bed after the formula, this was now an even purer sense of security. She explained that they were in God’s hands and therefore knew that they had nothing to fear and that they were where they wanted to be. They knew about the paradise formula, as if we had something in common and that it was the formula that was the reason why I was invited into their paradise. After a while, I was pulled out of their paradise and lost touch. I was now back in the room in my own bed, but the good feeling was still there — even though I wasn’t there with them for more than maybe 20 minutes. I took it to mean that the visit was an acceptance that I had arrived at paradise, the formula Eu = 0 = Paradise. That this formula opened up a portal into them, as if the formula became a key that allowed me to get in and be able to see and, perhaps most importantly, feel part of “God’s kingdom.” Because I think it was the synthetically clean, safe feeling they experienced that was the source of the incredibly pleasant experience of being there.
The End
The figure below is the closest thing I have encountered that has evoked the same sensation as the dream described in the story. Picture taken from the article on the Paradise Machine Model from 2024.
The red apple stains were still there when I moved out of my dorm room in 2009 after graduation. Even after three years, I couldn’t wash them away. When it was fresh in January 2006, it was a mess of red apple stains and apple juice all over the nine-square-metre room.
Illustration from the main 2025 article. The paradise women story from 2006 has influenced the development of seeing nature as a Paradise Machine Model (2024 and 2025), whose only purpose is to produce the eternal paradise state located behind the event horizon in relation to black holes.
The day I came up with the women-baby idea, the Approach theory quickly followed as I recalled the paradise women experience. It was exactly what they did in their paradise, but in this new 2024 context, it aligned with the central zero-risk argument in the paradise machine model (Making them immune to exploit zero-risk strategies in order to be produce peak intelligence). Suddenly, it made sense that the Fermi life-forms would have a female nature.
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